Years later, looking back at this relatively short
period in my life, I have no regrets whatsoever, and I firmly believe that
had I not got off the merry go round when I did it would have destroyed
me. I would smile whenever This is not a Love song was played on the radio,
it was a good tune. I didn't give a fuck about the money. Perhaps I wasn't
strong enough, or I was just a little naive and in awe of those around
me, who knows, and who cares? PiL, at that time was a great band,
the ethos of Levene and Lydon had a strange quality about it that was difficult
to define. Make no mistake, anyone else involved was a bit player and highly dispensable. They made slices of music that pushed the boundaries and tested
the waters, their influence was far reaching. It was though, a raw talent
that constantly needed the support and channelling of others to make it
work, a twisted kaleidoscope of moods, feelings sound and rhythm intermingling
with the backbeat to numb and stupefy. The band left the rails long before
Levene left, Commercial Zone only scratched the surface of what could have
been. That album was engineered by a man who had never even listened to
Metal Box and wasn't really in tune with the ethos. The Rotten parody roadshow
lives on, a sick caricature of a cartoon strip character that lives in
a real person. I feel sorry for John in that he has to carry that round
for the rest of his life, it in part explains why he is like he is. Metal
box should have been PiL's epitaph, John retired and gone off to burn his
Sex Pistols memorabilia in peace. He is incapable of publicly showing compassion
to anyone. Sympathy, warmth, tenderness, humility...you name it, Lydon
doesn't dare show it. The emperor stands stark bollock naked, and has done
ever since he pranced down the Kings Road and into McLarens shop
back in the 70's. I think even Johnny has been surprised at how long he
has got away with it for. Johnny will die and the legend will live on,
as long as his fans don't notice he is naked.
The king was in the altogether the altogether
the altogether.
The king was in the altogether.... as naked as
the day that he was born.
Live in Peace, Love Life.........PETE JONES XXXX